backseatdrummer

comedy corner bites the big one except for you and i.

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 16:42:03 GMT

I feel as if no one gets me except fo BP.

We are just so cooooooool

And fresh.

if i could, i would go back and never do it.

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 16:28:46 GMT

I feel like my life just experienced a 10 month earthquake and now all that is left are the broken pieces of the house that i spent my whole life building.

I need to leave.

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 16:49:52 GMT

if i looked on the outside how i feel on the inside...i would be a differnt person.

forgive and forget julie, forgive and forget.

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 19:22:54 GMT

I no longer know if i am in love. and i understand that is bad and that is hurtful for him, and i hate that.

but i do know that when I fall back in love, i only want it to be with Stephen.

and that means something...

to me...

and hopefully to him.

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 16:32:06 GMT

My feelings for everything are always ever changing.

I wish wish there was a constant.

we'll step into the sun...

Fri, 18 May 2007 09:27:22 GMT

i'm in love...again

brown eyes.

he sticks.

i figure new boy new update...its been awhile, ive been too busy to stop and say hi...i apologize.

so...hi.

comedy corner!!!

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:27:07 GMT

You are now looking at one of the newest members of comedy corner.I watch their shows every week and think man I wanna be in it.The auditions were today- i almost pissed myself. I kept thinking "your going to make a fool out of yourself... dont do it"

well i did it

and i did it.

yay! a play!

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 22:15:28 GMT

im in the mood for a comedy...

tonight kayleen and I are going to see the play "how to succeed in buisness with out really trying"

im glad me and kayleen still talk, she is one of the best people I know.

Mason is a Buddhist

HA!

ill figure that out later.

HA!

fun fun fun

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:24:58 GMT

I just got home from Masons.

today is his 21st birthday!

I attempted to make him cookies and a cake, his roomates said they were good but i know i burnt them.

ive never baked for anyone, and now i know why.

mason goes to san diego tom.(well i guess today) and I got to san jose!

Im so exicited to go to cali,see david, jon, and everyone else, and especially hear the word.

i will be missing class on monday.

oh well.

im goin goin back to back to cali cali
-notorious BIG

on top of all of this... i miss jp

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 06:14:18 GMT

from now on im bringing every thought captive
im gonna cast down everthing that exalts itself against what i should be doing, thinking and believing

my heart hurts ,I cried over Jack for a very long time.

My dad is still in the hospital.

but i know.......god will supply all my needs

if you are not an optimist... please stay the hell away from me.

My halloween

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 07:44:45 GMT

went to school went to work had dinner chilled with Mason hung with friends now im going to sleep

i smell trouble and it wears a lip ring

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 01:12:41 GMT

people want to go the whole way and when they dont they get hurt

but i only take them half the way there

im a one way ticket

im a day triper

Iwanna be a radio host for 92.9only at night when everyone is asleepand i can play really good music

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:50:15 GMT

This weekend was a delicious dream. One of the best ive had in a long time. I love wake up calls...

not the kind where you were in a deep deep sleep and you were pissed you got woken up, but the kind where you were already up, well rested and just waiting for that call, the one that will start your day.

Im going to phoenix, dave invited my dad to teach there. Im so happy i get to fellowship with mickey I really want to know him more, he seems to have it all figured out and it is exactly like he says... its so easy to find someone who is hot, but to find someone who genuinely loves god...well thats rare.

Taking the class is changing JP, im so happy i had a part in what hes doing. Taking the class reminds me of Idaho... the people,the word, Its constantly on my mind

Tonight i was on my way home and i got caught up by a train. but not just any train oh no it was going the slowest ive ever seen one go(not exaggerating) and then it stoped. while other cars tried to turn back the way we had come. I decided to embrace pull my chair back and listen to acoustic sunset. After 20 min the train finally got going. It was a perfect moment.

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 07:19:28 GMT

looking at him hurts my eyes, every once in a while someone comes a long who has that effect. I must do things differently, i hope its suprise this time.

quotes of the week:

Julie, seriously, we need to stop befriending guys, and start besexing them.
-steph

(talking about a jewish guy) He is sooo hot...to bad he hates jesus.
-diana

gotta love' em

i think i can fly

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 20:05:42 GMT

why do i feel so invincible?

its great and horrible.

nothing seems to phase me.

well beside massive amounts of studying/homework.

ive gone through so many mental transitions my head is now saying fuck it

which makes me act and feel like fuck it

i dont even know what the hell im talking about.

...fuck it.

Ive got no passion,
ive got no patience,
and i hate waitin'
-Jay-Z

3 more days of hell.

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 08:19:26 GMT

studying...

3 hours down.

9 to go.

fuckin midterms.

watch out, this entry is about boys.

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 10:13:00 GMT

I just got home

tonight was nice but i cant sleep

steph is crashed on my couch as usual...she lives here

I saw luke today he was drunk(ive actually never seen him sober beleive it or not, shit ive never even see him in the day time),i cant wait to see him on sat. Ive never been a shallow person but i cant help but to look at him and think daaaaaaaaaamn. A guy who looks like that and is completly awsome?wow.

jon was introducing me to one of his frat brothers,and he was like "this is julie,but i call her beautiful". I seriously had to hold back my laughter,does that really pass with the "ladies"? ...and he doesnt understand why im not his type.

I thought i hated frat guys

now i see i only hate "frat guys"

finally

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 06:46:07 GMT

my apartment is starting to feel like home.

school is fun.

la la la

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 02:20:28 GMT

college is...exactly what i expected.

Living on my own is...havent figured it out yet.

I cant wait to go to phoenix again, its only been a week but still, i miss...

im sending a letter today...cant think of the right words

jp is so excited... its nice to share this one thing

idaho...

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 20:53:13 GMT

so many things are going on in my head lately.

Coming home from Boise was so hard. I told my parents my plans for my future and i thought they would tell me how bad of an idea it was. But they liked it more than I did, they think it is a chance for me to grow in the word... i know it is.

when i left Idaho i didnt feel like I was coming home,i felt like i was leaving it.

Ive never thought my life would take the turn it has, i always hoped it would but i could never actually see it happen.

Its like I was on a line for so long just waiting to be pushed past, but nothing would push, not me, not jeff, not my parents, not my friends. Well Idaho pushed. and ive never learned so much

I look forward to talking to people from phoenix again. especially mikey.his sense of everything is like a glass of water.

oh yeah

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 18:22:26 GMT

I leave for rocky point tomorrow!!!!!

senior trip!!!!!!

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 04:58:34 GMT

so about my summer so far:

english 101:

I really love my class although there is about three hours of homework a night. At first it was so hard to push my self with my writing but Jason (my professor)really helped. Hes is honestly the best teacher ive ever had and i doubt if all college teachers teach with the same enthusiasm,humor, and over all coolness that he does but i really hope so.

the overall new start experience:
so newstart is a program for about 400 incoming minority freshman. You got everybody, native american,asian american, african american and hispanic.Its been really fun, my PA group sort of sucks because its 14 girls and one guy, but its cool anyway. Friday is the talent show(which i have to do-sadly), then after that its monte carlo night- you get really dressed up in only red and black and dance and play poker all night. You can bring your other friends so steph and erica are going, i want them to meet the people ive been hangin with and see how freakin tiny the dorms are.

boys:

Alex is everything i would have wanted before i had a serious relationship. he wants what ive already had and im not ready for that again yet. I know most girls want a guy to actually want a serious relationship but for me its kinda been there, done that, definatly not ready to do it again. And if i am, i dont know if i want it with him.
but michael, i swear its like every single quality i like in a guy, he has. Smart-majoring in physiology wants to be a doctor and the only person in the class to get a A on the first paper paper. Funny- he makes me laugh constantly. Athletic-plays foot ball and believe me you can tell.hot-nuff said and last just plain out cool- he wont ever tell me to much about him because he says he likes to remain a mystery to people but he said he must warn me he is a heartbreaker- and suddenly i liked him more ;-)

well thats it about me so far

just an update

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 23:26:43 GMT

orientation was good,i met a lot of people, I just really wanna start ya know? i am just excited to start.

looks like im moving out in July.

I got/re made my schedule for the U no class on friday!

the only thing bad about abners is that i come home smellling like steak...other than that it is seriously the best job ever.

the begining of the begining

Wed, 24 May 2006 23:00:29 GMT

today is a good day

i graduate high school.

mmmm mmmm mmmm candy!

Mon, 22 May 2006 00:39:30 GMT

If i get sick because i ate too much of a certain kind of candy,the answer is not to give up that particular candy and eat every other kind as fast as i can,so i forget about that candy that made me sick. The answer is to give up all candy until i start feeling better. Then once im better. I can slowly start eating candy again. But not to much and not to fast.