| if i could, i would go back and never do it. |
[Jan. 28th, 2008|09:20 am] |
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I feel like my life just experienced a 10 month earthquake and now all that is left are the broken pieces of the house that i spent my whole life building.
I need to leave. |
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[Jan. 17th, 2008|09:47 am] |
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if i looked on the outside how i feel on the inside...i would be a differnt person. |
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| forgive and forget julie, forgive and forget. |
[Dec. 30th, 2007|12:07 pm] |
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| |  hopeful | ] |
I no longer know if i am in love. and i understand that is bad and that is hurtful for him, and i hate that.
but i do know that when I fall back in love, i only want it to be with Stephen.
and that means something...
to me...
and hopefully to him. |
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[Oct. 31st, 2007|09:28 am] |
My feelings for everything are always ever changing.
I wish wish there was a constant. |
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| we'll step into the sun... |
[May. 18th, 2007|02:24 am] |
| [ | music |
| | prototype-outkast | ] |
i'm in love...again
brown eyes.
he sticks.
i figure new boy new update...its been awhile, ive been too busy to stop and say hi...i apologize.
so...hi. |
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| comedy corner!!! |
[Feb. 12th, 2007|11:26 pm] |
You are now looking at one of the newest members of comedy corner.I watch their shows every week and think man I wanna be in it.The auditions were today- i almost pissed myself. I kept thinking "your going to make a fool out of yourself... dont do it"
well i did it
and i did it. |
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| yay! a play! |
[Dec. 1st, 2006|03:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cute. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | beyonce-irraplacable | ] |
im in the mood for a comedy...
tonight kayleen and I are going to see the play "how to succeed in buisness with out really trying"
im glad me and kayleen still talk, she is one of the best people I know.
Mason is a Buddhist
HA!
ill figure that out later.
HA! |
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| fun fun fun |
[Nov. 17th, 2006|02:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
I just got home from Masons.
today is his 21st birthday!
I attempted to make him cookies and a cake, his roomates said they were good but i know i burnt them.
ive never baked for anyone, and now i know why.
mason goes to san diego tom.(well i guess today) and I got to san jose!
Im so exicited to go to cali,see david, jon, and everyone else, and especially hear the word.
i will be missing class on monday.
oh well.
im goin goin back to back to cali cali
-notorious BIG |
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| on top of all of this... i miss jp |
[Nov. 5th, 2006|11:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | trying really hard | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jack johnson- in between dreams | ] |
from now on im bringing every thought captive
im gonna cast down everthing that exalts itself against what i should be doing, thinking and believing
my heart hurts ,I cried over Jack for a very long time.
My dad is still in the hospital.
but i know.......god will supply all my needs
if you are not an optimist... please stay the hell away from me. |
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| My halloween |
[Nov. 1st, 2006|12:44 am] |
went to school
went to work
had dinner
chilled with Mason
hung with friends
now im going to sleep |
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| i smell trouble and it wears a lip ring |
[Oct. 23rd, 2006|05:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the beatles- day triper | ] |
people want to go the whole way and when they dont they get hurt
but i only take them half the way there
im a one way ticket
im a day triper |
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| Iwanna be a radio host for 92.9only at night when everyone is asleepand i can play really good music |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|10:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | paul simon- still crazy afterall these years | ] |
This weekend was a delicious dream. One of the best ive had in a long time. I love wake up calls...
not the kind where you were in a deep deep sleep and you were pissed you got woken up, but the kind where you were already up, well rested and just waiting for that call, the one that will start your day.
Im going to phoenix, dave invited my dad to teach there. Im so happy i get to fellowship with mickey I really want to know him more, he seems to have it all figured out and it is exactly like he says... its so easy to find someone who is hot, but to find someone who genuinely loves god...well thats rare.
Taking the class is changing JP, im so happy i had a part in what hes doing. Taking the class reminds me of Idaho... the people,the word, Its constantly on my mind
Tonight i was on my way home and i got caught up by a train. but not just any train oh no it was going the slowest ive ever seen one go(not exaggerating) and then it stoped. while other cars tried to turn back the way we had come. I decided to embrace pull my chair back and listen to acoustic sunset. After 20 min the train finally got going. It was a perfect moment. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2006|12:11 am] |
looking at him hurts my eyes, every once in a while someone comes a long who has that effect. I must do things differently, i hope its suprise this time.
quotes of the week:
Julie, seriously, we need to stop befriending guys, and start besexing them.
-steph
(talking about a jewish guy) He is sooo hot...to bad he hates jesus.
-diana
gotta love' em |
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| i think i can fly |
[Oct. 7th, 2006|12:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | big pimpin-Jay-Z | ] |
why do i feel so invincible?
its great and horrible.
nothing seems to phase me.
well beside massive amounts of studying/homework.
ive gone through so many mental transitions my head is now saying fuck it
which makes me act and feel like fuck it
i dont even know what the hell im talking about.
...fuck it.
Ive got no passion,
ive got no patience,
and i hate waitin'
-Jay-Z |
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| 3 more days of hell. |
[Sep. 19th, 2006|12:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | thomas cunningham-swell | ] |
studying...
3 hours down.
9 to go.
fuckin midterms. |
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| watch out, this entry is about boys. |
[Sep. 15th, 2006|02:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | me-lalalalalalalalalala | ] |
I just got home
tonight was nice but i cant sleep
steph is crashed on my couch as usual...she lives here
I saw luke today he was drunk(ive actually never seen him sober beleive it or not, shit ive never even see him in the day time),i cant wait to see him on sat. Ive never been a shallow person but i cant help but to look at him and think daaaaaaaaaamn. A guy who looks like that and is completly awsome?wow.
jon was introducing me to one of his frat brothers,and he was like "this is julie,but i call her beautiful". I seriously had to hold back my laughter,does that really pass with the "ladies"? ...and he doesnt understand why im not his type.
I thought i hated frat guys
now i see i only hate "frat guys" |
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| finally |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|11:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | it makes me wanna bounce-snoop,will i am | ] |
my apartment is starting to feel like home.
school is fun. |
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| la la la |
[Aug. 27th, 2006|07:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lil jon-snap yo fingers | ] |
college is...exactly what i expected.
Living on my own is...havent figured it out yet.
I cant wait to go to phoenix again, its only been a week but still, i miss...
im sending a letter today...cant think of the right words
jp is so excited... its nice to share this one thing
idaho... |
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[Aug. 20th, 2006|01:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blessed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sitting waiting wishing-jack johnson | ] |
so many things are going on in my head lately.
Coming home from Boise was so hard. I told my parents my plans for my future and i thought they would tell me how bad of an idea it was. But they liked it more than I did, they think it is a chance for me to grow in the word... i know it is.
when i left Idaho i didnt feel like I was coming home,i felt like i was leaving it.
Ive never thought my life would take the turn it has, i always hoped it would but i could never actually see it happen.
Its like I was on a line for so long just waiting to be pushed past, but nothing would push, not me, not jeff, not my parents, not my friends. Well Idaho pushed. and ive never learned so much
I look forward to talking to people from phoenix again. especially mikey.his sense of everything is like a glass of water. |
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